I'm bringing Xanga back...

Gosh it's been a while... Kinda bored... just decided to write ya'll an entry...

The Steelers are going to the Super Bowl... and that is glorious... I am extremly happy...

Thats happy... and now here I will write why i am really writting here...

These damn Xanga's are jokes... i highly suggest you join myspace, because then you can make a new popularity for your self based on all the "friends" have that arn't really your friend... and an opther thing... i think if some one reads your stuff that they should tell you and not take it too seriously... like possibly pity you about what you write, because I'm not as sad as these entry's say i am... and your a voyer if you look at these as soem type of window into my life... so yeah...

this is not an enrty...

i hate not knowing about college, its like my future is really uncerain, thats why i have been so depressed as of late... and surprisingly it wasnt over a guy i liked... i guess when you really arn't friedns with some one any more, you really cant get too mad at them... especially if they arnt talking to you... that hurts... but any way... i want to get some sign from mansfield soon... just so i can stop stressing out... it is the only college i want to go to... and im getting really anxious about it. and irratable too... i just feel lost and sad. oh well... thats it...

day 659...

Here's the thing... im not doing this xanga any more... no one reads... i have nothing to say any more, so i will leave you this...

i'm starting a shoe box of memories... im not filling it with objects of any kind, but just a selet few of these entrys...  and looking back though them i have to say that im one of the more depressing people i know and i dont blame any of you to lose intrest in this thing... i like went on bipolar rants about everything from world hunger to love... and i am tired of it.  i am tired of whining... so this is it for xanga... i bid you good bye... if you have a favortie abby rant, please feel free to suggest it to me... just give me the date and i'll find it... I'll still leave comments on yours but im just done with mine...

Abby

Okay... so today i ahve come the conclusion that i have officially lost some one as a friend... and he is an ass hole... and should just take him self out of the misery he has put himself in... oh yeah.. song of the day...

Brand New - Jaws Theme Swimming 

In a car outside, we stalk the idle kind. 
"If you're leaving, just let me know." 
Tobacco and peppermint, dusting for fingerprints. 
A film in her eyes from the glow. 
Some rules are made with all intentions to break 
and she defends it with a warped rationale. 
But I've seen what happens to the wicked and proud 
when they decide to try to take on the throne for the crown. 
And we learn as we age. 
We've learned nothing and my body still aches. 
And you take cause they give. 
Though I love you and my body it leaks like a sieve. 

When it got old outside, smoke beneath the playground lights. 
If you're coming home, just let me know. 
Sucking on your breath mint, dissected and stuck with pins. 
A film in her eyes from the glow. 
Concrete and water, she's looking for her daughter 
at midnight in torrential downpour. 
And everything I said about how messed your head is, 
got cut up and left in bits and pieces on the ground. 
And we learn as we age. We've learned nothing and my body still
aches. 
And you take cause they give. Though I love you and 
my body it leaks like a sieve. 

Take the picture from the wall cause you think that nothing
matters. 
Take a picture from the plane and it's a long way to the floor.

Cut your finger on the edge cause it's sharper than they told
you. 
Take a leap from out the window cause it's way too far to go
through the door. 
And we learn as we age. 
We've learned nothing and my body still aches. 
And you take cause they give. 
Though I love you and my body it leaks like a sieve.